Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense pain erupted behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, like electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with intense pain behind a single eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe agony around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. âI would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,â she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like many triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. âI was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,â she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. âIt robs you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,â she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. âThe first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,â write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records suggest unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient âafflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hoursâ.
The disorder were only formally recognised by international headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in treating the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like âa balloon being blown up behind my one eyeâ. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. âYou're tired and low, but not in severe pain,â one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: âThe length of the bout determines the approach.â Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle â an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a